Cookies for breakfast?

Hecks yes! Copenhagen butter cookies. These things are like super addictive.

So...it's important for people to not be depressing and judgemental of themselves so much. I used to be, but then I started sort of sarcastically being egotistical, and that was good-ish. I mean, it helped me quit being such an introvert, but I kind of think I've taken things a little far lately...I'm human just like everyone else and I deserve the things that entails, but there's much more to society than human and non-human. I, of course, am talking about good looks. In high school I was like "Why was I born like this?!" but seriously. High school. Then I quit being so angsty and was like "You know...I'm not half-bad looking..." and that eventually evolved into bragging about how I have to beat the ladies off with a stick just because I've run into a few less-fortunates with crushes on me. Really, I'm just in the 'not half-bad looking' class.

OMG, these cookies. They're not extraordinary, but I can't stop eating them for some reason.

Crushing:
I set my standards pretty high because of my aforementioned ego, so I'm not crushing on girls very much. In the past six years, I think there have been...two. I can't actually remember any farther back than that. I don't think there were really any serious ones. Whatevs, the point is: I don't crush easily. Unfortunately, because of this, when I do crush, IDK how to deal with it properly and it kind of turns into an obsession and that's never healthy. Everyone has a list. They might not know it, but they do. Generally speaking, people shoot for like 80% of the things on that list depending on the individual or situation because when you actually meet a person you realize that the 20% that person doesn't have really wasn't that important after all. Theory and practical application are completely different things. Sometimes people set lower standards for themselves because they're self-conscious or less picky. Then you get this couple wherein the lady meets 130% of the man's list, and a man, who only meets 60% of the lady's list. So you've got a guy who's obsessing, and a girl who is only sway from friendship into relationship by 10% but they've both confessed feelings for the other. This sucks. But then that poses the question "Hao can I avoid such a situation?" well, you could be overly analytical and make material copies of these 'lists' and compare and contrast. I don't actually think that would work now that I think about it. Plus it would take a lot out of the potential percolation in said relationship. So nvm. Don't actually do that. I don't think there's a way to avoid it. It just sucks. That's life.

Bleh, I thought I was over these and I thought "Huh, I guess I'm not addicted anymore. I guess that means I can have another..." Stupid addictive cookies...

Whut am I trying to say and why? I'm saying...I'm slightly frustrated because I'm not pretty. Why am I saying this? So that you can tell me that I am pretty. NO. In fact, don't tell me that, or anything remotely like it even. I just have a blog and I write in it. On average, I've determined that the average amounts of people to read my postings is somewhere around 1.2 persons. That's right: One and a fifth. That's probably an exaggeration. Whatevs. I'm also saying that I need to back off and quit being so...apparent. Like, it's already apparent but I get the impression that it's getting annoying. Would it be right to suppress it? I mean then it's like I'm lowering my attraction levels right? Grr...complicated business...

Arts & crafts hate me, but not nearly as much as sewing. Wewt.