P . S .

When I saw this girl at the YSAC 260 miles away...I never thought I'd be where I am now doing the things I'm doing. I never thought I'd meet her IRL--or even talk to her, let alone, come to visit her at her house and stroll around the park holding hands. I never thought I'd be sitting on her couch holding her in my arms. I just--wow. Now I know what things are like when you go out of your way to make them happen. She's got this...cute little frame that it's just so awesome to have my arms wrapped around. Needless to say, I'm really happy right now. I'm also trying pretty hard to not get so attached...although...some might say that I already am. I know that things are never for certain, and when I think about it, I'm not sure I'd really want to start anything with the situation I'm in right now. I'm just living in the now, and the now is pretty much amazing. If things suck later, then they'll just have to wait for 'now' to finish happening.

Blearg. I win at enjoying life...for now...

An easily-kissed girl isn't worth kissing, and a girl worth kissing isn't easily-kissed. You know what I'm saying?